This week the assignment pushed my limits even further. As opposed to last week which just saw me used for your in-person pleasure, I was both physically and mentally challenged to continue my journey into becoming what you have always seen me as…a girl.
I put it off as long as I could, but on Friday I finished working, went home, and got into my “other” self that is becoming more and more common for me. I did my hair and applied my makeup. I decided to use the new red lipstick and the lighter foundation for this assignment. I got myself into something that met your dress code for me and proceeded to the Cox Arboretum.
Your assignment was to spend an hour in a park or mall area. I chose a park on a Friday afternoon at 1pm as I figured there wouldn’t be as many people as there would be in a mall. I exited my car and took my first selfie to “start the clock”.
My heart immediately started racing and I felt the adrenaline rush. I was really out in public as danielle and knew I was going to be there for more than just 5 or so minutes like my previous trip to target. I took a short walk into the park area and took a few photos of landmarks to show you where I was.
While I had hope that there would be a sparse amount of people at the park on the nature trail, I did run into 4 or 5 couples all taking afternoon walks. None gave me much more than a normal glance, but each interaction made my heart race even more. About 15 minutes into the park, I found a bench and took a seat. About that time, I received a text from you to remove my jacket/blazer and take a selfie to show I was still there.
That text instantly put me in subspace. It was a direct order. Mentally I said “Yes Miss Patty, my purpose is to give my Mistress obedience and pleasure” and removed my jacket, snapped a photo, and sent it off. I looked at the clock and saw I had about 40 minutes to go. I decided to stay at that bench and catch up on some personal things. I paid some bills online, cleared out some emails, and scrolled through my social media accounts. After about 10 minutes a couple walked by and to my amazement the woman decided to say “hello”.
I couldn’t muster a verbal response, but I did look up, give a smile and a slight wave, and looked back down. I didn’t read any shock or weird look. I’m not quite sure, but I think she really thought I was a girl sitting alone on that bench. My adrenaline spiked again as they walked by and got further away.
Another 10 minutes passed and I grabbed my pink blazer and began the walk back to my car. Luckily I ran into no one else on my way back. I’m not sure my heart nor my brain could have taken much more anxiety induced adrenaline.
Once at my car, I took my final photo with the pose you had ordered me to take on my walk back. I struck a pose “with pizzaz” as you put it and sent it off. Once I received the confirmation from you that I had successfully completed my assignment I got in my car and drive off…still super high on adrenaline. It was the greatest “good girl” I had ever earned from you.
In lesser chastity related news, I finally began sleeping through the night again after the milking/ruined orgasm I received from you last week. I crave a real orgasm more than ever, but almost don’t want to give up full nights of sleep just to have one. I remember the last time you gave me one while in chastity and how amazing it felt. That memory is the lone reason I even consider begging for one. If not for that, I would view release as a punishment at this point.
Another week down. I don’t ever want to be anywhere but under your thumb again.
My purpose is to give my Mistress obedience and pleasure.
