This week saw yet another step forward in my girl training accompanied by a step back in my chastity training.
Thanks to the release/milking I was given in our in-person meeting that was not accompanied by an orgasm, my body is once again going through the process of adapting to the chastity device. I’ve once again been sleeping in spurts of 2-3 hours tops followed by my discomfort in the device waking me up in pain. While I really did crave an orgasm, I guess I need to be careful what I wish for. What I received has cost me so much.
Our in-person session did deliver some fruits, however. The beginning of my shape training gave me a temporary girl figure that I enjoyed wearing for a day. The way you wrapped my midsection to give me a more hourglass figure made me feel so much more feminine in the outfit I wore to come serve you. While it was very uncomfortable to be put into that figure, it was pleasing to look at and I felt so proud to be able to look that way for you. I felt much more passable than ever. I feel that as long as I was not required to speak, not a single person would have thought I was a male.
Getting the lighter shade of foundation and a red lipstick I thought helped make me look and feel much more feminine as well. I almost imagine I could easily by the female gimp of your professional dungeon. Sitting at the front desk in my professional dress code, gagged with my make up on point and the body shape you gave me. I would be your perfect little Secretary.
Maybe I should get myself a cute little name tag with the feminine name you have given me. No one would suspect I have a useless piece of flesh locked away in between my legs that allows you to control me so easily. I loved my femme form.
While cutting the shapewear off after my 8-hour shift as your femme gimp, that feeling of release is something that was almost better than the orgasm I still kind of crave.
My purpose is to give my Mistress obedience and pleasure.
