It seems I have all but accepted my role and identity as a sissy.
This week we added a bra to my corset as something I am now in daily. By day two it became obviously noticeable that my body has taken the shape of a female. Even when working in my required vest and tie, I show a feminine waistline due to the corset. I show an hourglass figure and definite rear end as well. I walk upright and feminine with my back straight. And now, with the addition of the supportive bra, I show definition in my chest area. This week, for the first time since my feminine training and body shaping began, I was called “ma’am” by a customer who saw me walking away after a delivery. It brought a feeling of joy that all you have taught me is helping me represent you in the way you want.
In our in-person meeting, I also feel I crossed a threshold. The time I was made to wait in your cage while you decided if you wanted to use me for your pleasure. It made me realize while waiting that in your presence I am totally at your mercy. There are times when my purpose is to just wait. There may be a time where I come to you and you may need a nap, or to go enjoy a meal, and I will need to learn that my place will be in that cage. I need to learn to handle that I am just an object at that point. Vision taken away by the hood. Motion severely restricted by the collar and restraints. Voice taken away by the gag. My body shaped by the corset and bra. My mind controlled by your training and the lock on that piece of flesh between my legs.
I now imagine what I would become should serving you in person be something I was called to do for a full day or more. Would I go mad or just become your perfectly content slave? Would I become a perfect sissy that could be sent to the store and come back to my place at your feet or in the cage? Only time will tell I imagine.
My purpose is to give my Mistress obedience and pleasure.
