Sissy Danielle's Chastity: Wk #22 08/21/2022

 

I was reminded this week just how much that locked piece of flesh in between my legs is letting you control me.  I had all but gotten used to not even noticing the cage was on 99% of the time up until our in person meeting this past week.  I had accepted and actually started taking pleasure in only doing things to serve you not even noticing that I was no longer experiencing any kind of discomfort from being stimulated.

Then our meeting happened.  From the second you slipped the gag into my mouth and began giving me breasts, I once again felt that piece of flesh get stimulated.  The device tightened, the discomfort and pain followed, the teasing continued, and no release came.  This time I actually felt my hips start to buck just a little bit as my body began to betray my thoughts and beg for release.

I felt the breast pumps go on and begin to build up pressure.  The device continued to do its job and what at one time would have resulted in me spilling my silly little mess now only resulted in extreme frustration.  I then felt the breast pumps decompress and something else happen that due to the hood and blindfold could not comprehend.  You put something on me and replaced my bra on that you had removed earlier.  The sensation caused my hips to once again betray me.  I wanted to orgasm so badly at that point, but the device performed as intended.

I then heard the glorious sound of the vibrator and felt it on my breasts and on the corset, you had just tightened to 29 inches.  I was mentally ready to have it find its way to the device where for the first time in nearly 6 months I was sure I was going to feel a full orgasm.  Not a ruined orgasm, not a milking, but a full hip thrashing pleasurable sensation of release.  You ordered me to lay face down on the bed, lace my fingers behind my back, and I felt your fingers slide between my legs and your body caress my backside.

Then nothing.

You stopped.

I am not more frustrated than ever.  Spending almost every waking hour since that meeting knowing I will say “Yes Ms Patty” to anything you say just to get to that point again.  The shopping assignment you gave me upon dismissing me from your presence was done with ease.  I was nothing but a little sissy mindless zombie as I went into Target in my sissy dress code and purchased a new pink lipstick to now give me a second option to my usual red.  I’m sure that same mindless state will be reached again before I ever experience release again.

I’m not sure I’d have it any other way.  I love that feeling of control but coming that close was easily a reminder of who controls me and why that control is easily achieved.

My purpose is to give my Mistress obedience and pleasure.

Your girl