After this week’s assignment I almost feel like I’ve passed your “girl 101” finally. When you pointed out to me as I was on my walk around the park that I didn’t feel like everyone was looking at me I was taken by surprise. There I was, in a silk blouse and skirt suit, makeup on point, hair nicely done, just taking a walk and not feeling super self-conscious. I’ve begun to accept that under your thumb I’m a girl. It’s not a costume anymore. It’s not role play. You’ve conditioned me and I’ve accepted that I’m danielle.
It also makes me excited and frightened for what “girl 102” is. The process of turning me from a boy submissive to your girl being completely, I can only wait with anticipation what my next steps are. I don’t even feel like a “sissy” anymore. I just feel like…me. I don’t even have fantasies about what is next. You’ve spoken of starting to work more on my shape and giving me more defined waistline and breasts, so I anticipate that, but I’ve also learned that very often what I anticipate isn’t usually your plan for me. Therefore, I’ve decided to just go with the flow. Like a perfectly trained submissive to just limit my responses to “yes Ms Patty” and “my pleasure Ms Patty” so that any onlooker would just assume I’m your perfectly trained executive assistant if I were ever permitted to accompany you to a public place or event.
I want to be the most well-behaved girl as I can so that anyone looking from afar just assumes that You are someone who is not to be trifled with! If your assistant is treating you with that level of respect, then obviously they should too.
With the level of training that I have managed to reach in just under 100 days this time you have had me locked under your thumb, I truly can’t wait to feel and see the results of a 2nd 100. Just my photos from week 1 to now are drastic. I am ready for my next step.
My purpose is to give my Mistress obedience and pleasure.
