Sissy Danielle's Chastity: Wk #11 06/05/2022

Well, I finally got back to sleeping through the night after you forced a ruined orgasm in our last in person meeting.  It took about a week of sleeping 2-3 hours at a time before waking up in pain due to that piece of flesh straining against the chastity cage.  I truly did try to resist releasing during that meeting so that maybe I would be able to avoid that period, but it obviously wasn’t your will.  You want me to suffer for you, and my purpose is to do what you want.

That purpose brings us to this week’s assignment.  I had forgotten how the hood and gag made me feel.  Once again using that combination with the digital timer lock totally put me in subby mode.  Setting that timer for an hour and hearing the countdown and final “beep” of that lock sealing my fate is the ultimate stimuli.  Knowing that once that lock was in place, that my next hour left me no choice but to meditate on the mantra given to me by you put me right in my place.  My vision all but cut off, unable to look at how I was dressed.  My voice taken away, unable to speak or distract myself.  My ears mostly covered, unable to focus on the outside world.  Within just a few minutes, the only thought going through my brain was “my purpose is to give my mistress obedience and pleasure”.  That single hour locked in the hood and gag bled into the next day.  All I could think of was ways to seek your approval.  The very next day I made sure my corset was laced as tight as I could handle to give me a feminine shape and as soon as I was done with work, I spent two hours getting my makeup perfect, including the magnetic lashes you are now requiring.  I spent extra time straightening my hair do that I could model a few different outfits for you to provide you with a large amount of eye candy.  I only hope that the more than usual number of photos sent provided you with large smile on your face.

I’m hoping I can have my makeup just as perfect this week when I go have my hair done.  The red highlights that are going to be added have me nervous.  It’s nothing I’ve ever done before and will be a co start reminder that you have all but made me your girl.  Most all semblance of my male self is slowly being stripped away.  I am in a corset and bra daily now.  My walk has begun to look more feminine.  My shape is now markedly feminine.  Outside of my voice and the facial shadow when not in makeup, I imagine many people are starting to assume I’m a girl when seeing my shape from a distance.

I’m not sure if I’m a completed piece of human art that you have created at this point or not, but the journey is one that I’m on until the end.  I feel I have no direction to go but the one on which you lead.

My purpose is to give my Mistress obedience and pleasure.