This week featured another in person meeting with you and another layer added to the top of me presenting myself as your girl.
Just as I had come to almost master my basic make up to where it was no longer taking forever to complete and not looking like I was obviously wearing makeup, you introduced extra steps. I was feeling like I was now almost passing as a girl once I got that basic makeup of foundation, blush, eye shadow, and lipstick on. Now I know that that I could go further. You put a cherry on top of my feminine sundae. This week I was introduced to fake eyelashes and eyeliner.
After you had me kneel before you and you applied both of these to my eyes, the person I saw in the mirror was easily a girl….but that wasn’t all you did.
This week I was laced into a corset and given a true girl form. Feeling that garment go on, having you tightly lace it, and hearing the measurements of my body while seeing a clearly defined bust, hips, and waist truly made me feel feminine. It made me actually want to be in the feminine attire you have now made mandatory. Those clothes now looked like they looked best on me as opposed to my casual/comfortable boy clothes. With that corset and shape, it seems a waste to not show it off with clothes that accentuate it. High waisted skirts make more sense, belts around the waist that do more than just hold pants up look flattering, and the way it forced me to walk as the day went on made me feel almost sexy and a bit flirtatious.
Going into the day, I was unsure about wearing the rather girly blouse as it felt very costume like. After being properly shaped, it began to feel like something fun to wear. I wish I would have taken both a before and after photo.
On the chastity front, I actually felt a bit of an orgasm this time. That feeling while in my female shape has mentally reinforced that I’m more desirable in the form that you have chosen for me. Yes, it has caused more discomfort sleeping as my body once again adjusts to not being able to achieve a fully erect little piece of flesh between my legs, but every time it wakes me up at night, I immediately think of how I felt when I last was granted release and that being in femme form is what earned that reward. It’s made me want to stay under your thumb longer. I will hopefully be adding time to my chastity journey with you this week.
My purpose is to give my Mistress obedience and pleasure.
