By the end of this month, I will have reached 2 years under your thumb in chastity. While it has happened so slowly that I haven’t noticed, my body is now noticeably feminine shaped. I really noticed last week when driving home from our meeting and I had my new femme coat on, my winter hat, and my make up pretty on point that I looked very passable with the way my hair was coming down to my mid back and I was in dressy heeled boots. I looked in my rear-view mirror and saw someone I wouldn’t have recognized 2 years ago..
Inside that body is a mind that is still coming to terms with what I’ve become, but as I approach 2 years without having any control over sexual release, I am accepting more and more that you are leading me to a good place. I really shouldn’t be resisting it, but I still know how the outside world views people like me and this lifestyle. Even as I see the femme side of my closet get larger and larger while the male side continually shrinks down to work attire, and a few select other clothes. The femme attire is becoming the thing I feel most confident in. I am constantly considering applying for a job that I would have no intention in taking just so I could dress femme and see if the position would be offered to me. Every time I think better of it as I really don’t want to waste anyone’s time with my whims, but it does have me thinking about just how close I am to actually starting to identify as female.
The holidays are about to hit hard, so I know this next month or so probably won’t see a lot of progress on that front as you will be busy with family, but 2 years has really flown by.
I can’t wait to see what happens in year 3.
