I feel like another small hurdle was cleared this week. When I arrived and before you even played with me you had me in my new domestic uniform. Without any prep or conditioning I found myself instantly feeling subby. No bondage, no collar, just me feeling so content being given tasks to help you tidy up a bit. I know we didn’t get to the deep cleaning that is coming, but I know I will mindlessly obey when you start giving me those tasks all while you get to supervise me looking like eye candy for you. I’m hoping once I start you will deem that worthy of photos or video to share on your site.
Once we started playing I absolutely disappeared down the rabbit hole. The feeling of being led all around your room by my nipples was truly subspace inducing. It also made me strain in my cage a bit. When you ordered me to pleasure myself without removing the chastity device, I knew no release was coming. I tried to make it happen as you had actually given me permission. I was hoping when you finally removed my hood and gag that you would hand me the vibrator and allow me to orgasm for you on my knees at your feet, but you decided to leave me frustrated for yet another week. It left me wanting to beg to be allowed to have my new form of orgasm. The way you have reprogrammed me to feel the most pleasure from filling a diaper while in immovable bondage within your cage…I want that more and more each time I come to you and you start teasing me. When I get those instructions before arriving to drink a lot of water it makes me instantly excited. Almost excited enough to precum a little bit.
I at the point where I can’t wait to be put into subby mode, given the cleaning domestic tasks of a real owned slave, and then locked away like a toy for later use. I feel like I would survive it both physically and mentally now. It wouldn’t leave me broken. I feel like you’ve successfully conditioned and shaped me into your perfect slave and I can’t wait for that part of my life to begin.
