Really not a lot of progress in my conditioning this week. I mean, the corset definitely has by body changing. I can see more difference in how things are getting distributed. My hips and butt and getting more well defined and I’m more than likely losing weight as I’m forced to eat less if I want to be even the least bit comfortable. I’m sure I’ve lost 7-10 lbs since being re-locked into the corset, but with no in person meeting this week coming off of a week where I had my first full orgasm in quite a while and my assignment being to dress for work but it being so cold that day I had to wear some outer layers over those clothes…I have been out of “subby mode” for quite a few days now.
Instead of feeling constantly under your thumb I’ve felt very normal and almost vanilla. It’s mostly a combination of the cold weather meaning no uniform for work and no in person meeting meaning no increased subspace reached. It’s been like a submissive detox. I’ve found myself really catching up on sleep, not craving so much control the last 4 or 5 days, and not having nearly as many fantasies about any upcoming extended visit.
I do hope you are able to catch up on your rest. I know you have family that are now keeping you extremely busy. I hope they aren’t taking too much advantage of your generosity and caring nature. I know from experience that setting boundaries with family is exponentially more difficult than doing that with anyone else.
I know as with any other time we miss a week that you will snap me right back into form upon our next meeting, so I am looking forward to that “under your thumb” feeling returning soon, but in the meantime, I am definitely feeling more and more “normal” with each passing day.
