I was definitely not prepared for having the corset locked back on and this stretch of weather didn’t help. As my body re-adapts to this shape it has had an emotional effect that has left me physically and mentally exhausted. When I finish work, I find myself staying in uniform for a bit before changing into my comfortable femme clothes just so I can keep that sense of feeling owned a little longer. I’ll generally come home, prepare my meal, and then change out of uniform before eating. Almost always I will then need a small nap after changing and giving up that days subby feeling.
I don’t know if being able to serve in person last week would have helped, but when I realized that I would not be allowed to please you in any way and serve my purpose, I did get a little emotional.
As I adapt to being 24/7 corseted again, my restless nights didn’t help either. The last 2 or 3 nights I’ve been able to sleep longer than 2-3 hours at a time which has helped, but I’m still topping out at around 4 hours before waking in discomfort and needing to move to my recliner to get back to sleep. Every time I wake, I imagine you giggling at my discomfort and that causes me to strain in my cage a bit. The strain has now made me begin to crave release and orgasms again, which makes me want to dress in my appropriate for service femme attire more often…and that cycle goes in perpetuity. I’m sure this is why I’ve begun craving to find ways to look more femme for work without being too “out”. More and more I fantasize about a world where I find a job that requires me and allows me to dress that way full time so you can see it.
I really hope you made it through this bad stretch of weather without losing power. It certainly got bad here. I look forward to being your toy again. I never feel as normal or as safe as the moment I walk through your door, and you place me in bondage. That feeling gets me back to who I truly am.
