First, my sincerest condolences on the loss of your sister. I know how hard it is to lose a family member, and I know she cared about you in her own way. In a way, I wish I had been able to be there to be able to be a personal assistant, fetch drunks, make food etc. while you made arrangements and consoled your family, but I know that would have been illogical at the same time.
As I’ve become more removed from the last time, I’ve experienced super subspace, I’ve had greater and greater cravings to orgasm. I’ve had more erotic dreams, and I’ve actually had thoughts and desires of masturbation to achieve orgasm. I knew those kinds of thoughts weren’t ever going to be permanently gone, but it’s good to know that if I were ever let out of chastity that 3-4 weeks would be the time frame before I would probably seek to pleasure myself. It’s amazing how you’ve used subspace as replacement for actual orgasm and made it feel better than that form of release for the pleasure center in my brain.
Reaching 600 days under your thumb is such a milestone for me. When i approached you this time, my goal was 180. I thought I would really want a break after that or that I would need release, but now I almost feel like release from the cage would leave a hole in my life that would be unfillable. I truly belong here. That piece of flesh is of its greatest value when you are the one controlling it. I operate best when I don’t have to worry about it at all. My personal life is better. I’m overall happier, and emotionally I’m more stable now that I’m a girl with a clit that is an extension of you. I love the way you use it to train your other subs and the very rare times you induce a sexual orgasm along with a fluid release are the best I’ve ever had.
I look forwards to the next 600 days and know they will go faster than the first 600.
