With each week that goes by, I find myself craving more and more of your control. Both of the last two weeks there has been a day where you have altered my work uniform a bit that has resulted it me being very noticeable. Each of those days went by in a flash while I was also hyper focused on how people were interacting with me. Due to how effeminate I was looking those days, men were very avoidant while women became a lot more comfortable when interacting with me. This past week when you required me to wear the sequin pink vest with matching tie-on the 4th of July, I received nothing but comments about how “festive” it looked.
Our in-person day was very similar. You began our routine breast pumping with your nipple pumps which of course are becoming more sensitive. After that brief period that caused some teasing and discomfort in chastity, no teasing took place whatsoever. No rope or leash attached to my balls, no hitting the base of my sissy clit, nothing to cause my hips to gyrate. The breast pumping itself feels very relaxing at this point, almost like a massage. I found myself super relaxed and spaced out for 10-20 minutes at a time. The effect brought about subspace without the super frustration of the constant edging. It was so relaxing while also making me want to avoid dismissal. I wanted to stay and serve you dressed in my professional femme outfit.
Of course, before redressing getting the opportunity to test your new vacuum sack was a joy. The feeling when all the air was sucked out and I was unable to move any part of my body filled my mind with all of the things you could possibly do to me in that state. I can’t wait to see photos and videos of what you do to your subs once you perfect the process.
I realize the last two weeks you have basically started me down the long path of being femmed while working. I know it’s coming even though at this point I would not be willing to take that dive, but I know you’ve dipped my toe in that water. I am losing yet another piece of myself and willingly handing over all power to you. I look forward to finding how you plan on progressing my transition to your 24/7 sissy.
