After a week where I was in service by mainly being stored away and not used, it felt very satisfying to be useful and productive this past week. I get equal amounts of joy from both types of use of course. Both send me into subspace. This week having my routine breast pumping followed up by ashtray service and then cleaning tasks while in that subspace once again sent me home with an hour drive that seemed to only take 5 minutes. Add in being put in nipple clamps and zipped into the punishment blouse while performing the tasks and it made me hyper focused on performing the tasks to perfection and as fast as possible.
The teasing I got while in comparatively very light bondage while the pumping occurred didn’t really subside at all for some reason. The entire time I was completing my tasks I had in the back of my mind that maybe I would earn an orgasm this week. I strained in my cage for a few hours after I left. Even after I got home, I was dry humping the air as that piece of flesh filled the cage. Trying on the new outfits and pajamas that had arrived certainly helped prolong that teasing but remaining that way the entire drive home was new. The feeling of having breasts, sensitive nipples, being exposed to outside people while in the punishment blouse and working on your front porch all made me feel so feminine and sexy I I was hoping to be told to kneel in front of you and forced to look at that person in the mirror dressed that way while having an orgasm.
I know this is how you continue to train and manipulate me. I love that feeling. It makes me want to delay that reward longer and longer each time even though I love that feeling of release when you edge me for so long. Each time I serve I have both the hope for release and the hope for delay, so the next orgasm feels better and better. Both hopes together to make me want to do everything I can to keep you pleased and happy.
