My time serving you this week seems to have woken up my libido to a point that it hasn’t been in a few years. It’s been so long since I’ve felt sexy enough to the point where I wanted anything resembling orgasm more than once every six weeks or so, but after last Thursday and watching myself caress my own femme body, then having my eyes closed while I felt that release while feeling my femme shape while you verbally guided me, I’ve thought about it daily. I’ve looked at how my body is being shaped in the mirror daily and it always sparks the memory of your words as you guided me to orgasm. What was once something I hardly wanted at all, I’ve been thinking about daily.
The weather is warming up. I like seeing that along with my now returning thoughts of feeling sexy, I’ll be able to dress in some of my flirtier outfits. I know it also means that soon you’ll be requiring dressing more formal for my actual job as well. I’m wondering if that will just keep me sexually charged almost 24/7 and keep me feeling like the “minx” as you called it. Instead of spending those 40-50 hours per week in layers of clothing all bundled up, I’ll be in a vest and tie only to come home to put on a flirty top and cute skirt…both form fitting outfits that will show off my hourglass shape and slowly forming breasts.
The only downside to this last week were the couple minutes of panic I felt in the cage when I feared that the pain, I felt from the collar weighing heavily on my collarbone was something I was going to have to suffer through for 1-2 hours instead of just the minute or so I it lasted before you saved me from it. I know the pumping routine was more difficult with me in the cage, but the I’m almost sure the psychological effect of the cage and the pumping has something to do with my current state of feeling sexy more often. The feeling of all of those restraints leaving me with no choice but to have my body shaped as an extension of you. My mind became free to focus on how much you have shaped that body into its current form. It also made me feel even more compliant after you had me get dressed again and begin helping you organize a few things. It didn’t even come with the “subby” feeling. It was more just autopilot when I was truly a slave, and a very presentable looking one. I was hoping that in that state, me doing those tasks was in some way turning you on a little bit…like the minx I am.
