It seems the timeline has officially started. Within 2-3 months I’m going to have permanent breasts. It’s going to happen gradually enough that I’m just going to look in the mirror one day and realize it’s already happened. There won’t be any huge surprise from one minute to the next, but someone who hasn’t seen me in 3-4 months will probably notice the extra cup size.
I am looking forward to the day you tell me it’s time to get different sized bras and I may actually need to wear them every day out of function and not just fetish. I can’t wait to see how much better a lot of my clothes will fit as well. Right now, my body looks more like the models in eastern fashion and the Asian websites where women don’t have as many curves. Soon it will look somewhere in between that look and the American models. I’ll be able to fill out some of my dresses and blouses a little more naturally. So much of me will look female I wonder how much longer I’ll recognize myself in the mirror as a biological makeup.
I’ve had restless nights sleeping since Thursday. I should have known when I asked if I would be allowed a release that it wouldn’t be what I hoped. Instead of a long tease and an orgasm, it was the vibrator put right up against the cage, a mess made with no orgasm, and then nothing to the point that the vibrator which was just left in that place became almost painful. Using my hips I able to move it to alleviate some of the discomfort but was unable to give myself any kind of orgasm. It was just all the buildup fluid coming out all at once and then nothing. It wasn’t even as enjoyable as the times my bladder got to full and I used the diaper during my cage training. I should know by now to be careful what I ask for.
This week does mark the last week I’ll be locked in the corset 24/7 for the next 6 months as my baseball season begins. I can’t wait to be able to eat a little more at every meal, slouch a little more in my recliner, and take showers just standing under the running water again. That feeling of the corset coming off that first time is an orgasm of a different kind. I truly can’t wait for that feeling. I don’t know if you’ll have me do that in front of you or by myself when I get home, but I know that moan of relief may rival the one of the last huge orgasm you gave me.
As always, I can’t wait to continue my journey under your thumb this week.
