Unfortunately, life got in the way of our in person meeting last week. For the second time in the last 2 months, we’ve had an extended break. Having been through this kind of break recently I was more prepared for the feelings of withdrawal that I knew were coming from this extended break, so I didn’t have quite the same level of emotional reaction. It has, however, resulted in an increase in pretty slutty and humiliation themed fantasies.
I have noticed that the two breaks have resulted in me not doing quite as much shopping for appropriate clothing for personal service. I guess not needing the business professional stuff as much and spending most of my time dressed in more casual outfits or pajamas would explain that. Maybe knowing my body is about to change with the soon to be developed breasts and my baseball season meaning I won’t be in the corset 24/7 as well has something to do with it.
Having fully readapted to no orgasms has probably had something to do with it too. I sleep easily through every night, rarely get excited in the cage, and barely even am aware that I’m locked in chastity almost 95% of the time right now. Except for each Sunday when I remember I need to send you may picture, it is simply an afterthought.
I certainly look forward to the next time I get to serve in person, I am glad that this break happened so soon after the holiday break though. Knowing how to deal with it was fresh in my mind, so it didn’t affect me nearly as hard. I hope you feel better soon Ms Patty.
