It was so nice to finally be back to serve you in person this week. It now seems that a new year has brought me to a new phase in my conditioning. Instead of just being stored in your cage, this week I was instead placed in my hood and attached spread eagle to your bed. While I was still hearing your brain conditioning mantra through your headphones, the rest of my body was poked, prodded, and stimulated. The result was all sorts of things I wasn’t ready for. Every reaction was a surprise I wasn’t controlling. Every movement by my body was involuntary and it put me on a permanent edge that kept my hips trying as hard as they could with no success trying to make contact between your vibrator and the chastity device.
You had placed the vibrator mere inches away from the device and even now as I think about, I am frustrated. All I wanted was that contact to be made so I could feel the sweet release that I don’t often get.
Meanwhile I could feel you using your pumps on my breasts. At first, I was grateful that you had decided to use those instead of an extended period of time wearing the nipple clamps, but then you took them off, gave me a small break, and put them back on again…this time pumping them up a bit more. I think you did that process for or five times. By the last time it rivaled the discomfort that nipple clamps caused. When you told me after that we will be pushing that limit in future sessions, I understood that you will be developing danielle’s body even more in the new year. Those breasts lasted for a few hours after and even today I swear I’m still feeling slightly different in the chest area.
After you has finally finished with that treatment, you finally gave me what my body desperately had been trying to do throughout that whole process and for the first time in my life I felt multiple orgasms. The first was amazing and I was very surprised at how much my hips were flailing when I felt that wave of pleasure. I thought as the feeling began to fade how good it felt when I felt that almost same feeling repeat itself. When it happened a third time I was almost in ecstasy, then the fourth hit and I noticed it had started to not feel as pleasurable as I struggled to make them stop, but then a fifth hit that actually brought a twinge of pain with it, then a sixth that actually kind of hurt. Each one caused my hips to gyrate quickly and had that feeling of release, but as I was likely no longer making any mess, it just started to hurt. As the 7th wave hit all I wanted was the vibrator to stop, which luckily is what happened. The feeling of knowing they were no longer going to be forced was such a mental relief. It was just mere minutes after that where the extreme need to use the bathroom began, which we both know happened in most humiliating fashion.
Having to wear those pissy panties until that evening, locked into my pretty pink collar, and still being able to see remnants of C cup breasts for the next day has made the subby feeling last into today.
The New Year has started with a bang, and I am wrapped tighter around your finger than ever.
