This week you took advantage of my continued conditioning, and I couldn’t help but notice how much I didn’t want it to end once it began. When you let me out of the cage and had me get dressed and then began ordering me around to complete tasks for you, I absolutely derived pleasure from serving you. It felt like real D/s play and not like actually performing tasks. I felt like a real girl personal assistant.
I also noticed a few differences about my time in the cage. For the second straight week my time in the cage wasn’t much more than an hour once fully secured. You also gave me back use of my hands. They were still attached to the cage I think, but I was given enough slack that I could touch myself again. You also played with me while in the cage. I smelled a few things, and felt you touch me a few times. The time you removed one of the nipple clamps was definitely noticeable as well. I think you’ve reached the point where my balls are the only part of my body that aren’t easily manipulated or attached to the cage somehow. Every other part of my body either had a chain you can tug on or a piece of bondage your can secure to something. I feel like such a toy when I’m in there and I know having that toy to play with brings you joy.
Being locked in the corset again has finally almost become normal feeling. I’ve almost started sleeping all the way through the night again. My dreams all have something to do with being locked in some sort of bondage, so not exactly cryptic. I’m truly becoming more and more conditioned to you controlling me both physically and mentally.
As I begin October, I’m really looking forward to being a human decoration for you on Halloween. It will be a true joy to serve that way as I approach our agreed upon one year goal of chastity. It’s a day I have circled and almost don’t want to come. While I can’t wait to feel that device come off, I don’t want this feeling of being controlled almost 24/7 to end. Until next week Ms Patty.
