This week my limits were pushed yet again and yet again it was a surprise to me how they were pushed. Per usual I was placed in my headphones with hood securing them to my ears. The blindfold and gag added followed by the shackles consisting of collar, wrist cuffs, and ankle cuffs…wrists attached to the collar with a heavy chain. Still relatively new, the nipple clamps were added before I was instructed to enter the cage where I was locked inside. The leg chains were attached to the cage as was the chain between the nipple clamps before the three restraining bars were placed across my body…1 at my neck, 1 at my torso barely touching the top of my chastity device, and one across my thighs. For a few seconds, after you had placed my thumbs in their own cuffs, it felt like a chain was being hoisted to connect those cuffs to the cage and forcing my hands to not be able to touch my body, but that was just the nipple chain, and my hands regained their relative freedom.
Intermittently this time, the bar across my torso felt like it was being lightly vibrated. I’m not sure if it was you doing that, or just its placement picking up the air conditioner working, but it began to cause a mild case of constant teasing. I’d say about an hour into my time in the cage, that light vibration began to cause my hips to want to thrust involuntarily. The chill from the air of the cool room that was made that way to keep you awake was the only thing that kept that teasing from being full scale. I’m sure if the room had been its normal temperature, that teasing would have been about 5 times as intense as the vibration wasn’t enough to force orgasm, but just enough to make me feel it and strain just a bit in my cage.
It was about the one-hour mark (I think) that the pain in my nipples really started to register from the clamps. That feeling took my mind off the teasing and made the straining in the cage subside. I was trying anything to get my mind off that pain. Sometimes disassociating kicked in and I was able to block it out, then I would feel the vibrating again and the cycle would repeat.
Little did I know that your plans were for longer than the two hours I had become accustomed to this week. For the limit pushing last half hour in the cage, the way I kept the pain from driving me mad was to focus on your voice. Every time your conditioning voice repeated your mantra into my ears via the headphones, I involuntarily heard myself saying the word “yes”. The pain would subside for minutes at a time at that point, and I became relaxed. I felt neither the vibrating nor the clamps and looked forward to every second I heard your voice in my ears. That “yes” would be muffled by the gag, but I heard it coming out of my mouth every time your mantra completed. My purpose is to keep my mistress happy. To do as she instructs me to do, without hesitation.
When I felt the restraining bars being removed, I almost let out such a groan of release. It was a form of orgasm. It felt like such a huge release.
As all the restraints were slowly removed and you left the nipples chained on me while talking about not being to wait until you could attach them to your hoist, I found myself wanting that for you despite the amount of pain I was in. I would have absolutely remained in pain if you had decided that doing that would be fun for you. I gladly would have said “yes”.
Soon I will once again be locked into the corset for the winter. I will go on my winter diet that accompanies it so that you can enjoy the eye candy that is my femme body. Thanks to this conditioning, anything you request of me I gladly now say “yes”.
