The sensory overload of this week’s session left me dazed well into Friday. It wasn’t something I was ready for, but having gone through it I can see how you will always find another way to push my limits.
I was curious why you didn’t have me drink any fluids this week until a bit later. Once being put in the cage in my usual state…full shackles with collar chained to cuffs, thumbs cuffed together, ankles then chained to the cage, gagged/blindfolded/encased in the hood, I didn’t expect you to leave the nipple clamps on. When I realized, they were going to stay on for some reason it caused me to become aroused in my chastity cage. When you added the extra bars that prevented me from being able to move anything from my waist up, for some reason my body responded by having my hips begin thrusting. For some reason it seemed to think it would alleviate the pain by moving up and down. I had no way to control it. The pain caused this strange sense of pleasure as your voice repeated its conditioning phrase in my headphones. I couldn’t disassociate as I had in the past. I felt every second go by as pain and pleasure existed simultaneously.
You also never let my body adapt. Every time I thought I had, you would remove a restricting bar, pull on the nipple chain, add a bar back, or toward the end begin using the vibrator on my sissy clit. Once that vibrator was used and the nipple chain was removed at the same time, the wave of pleasure from the orgasm I has crossed wires perfectly with the huge wave of pain from the blood rushing back to my nipples. It was possibly the most intense orgasm I have ever felt in my life…all caught in the diaper you had me in. I could feel that wetness in the diaper the rest of the day until the time you allowed me to remove it.
Of course, now that I made that mess, my body reset, and I’ve had pretty restless nights of sleep. My left nipple is still quite sore, but every time I rub it my brain associates it with the pleasure which causes me to become aroused in my cage and round and round, I go.
There is no doubt in my mind that you will find some way to enhance this even more as you continue to rewire my brain to associate pain with pleasure and pleasure with pain.
I am powerless to stop it.
