The time in your cage this week was a whole new level. At first, I thought you were going to allow more freedom as the chains that attached my wrists to my collar allowed me to touch myself below my stomach for the first time in a couple months, but once you had me in the cage all of that changed. First one bar was felt just below my neck above my collar bone, restricting that portion of my body from moving. Then the thumb cuffs were added, which still allowed me to feel myself, but that was ever so temporary. The second bar was added right where my very full bladder was, then a third bar right below my chastity device. I couldn’t move my upper body if I tried, but the pressure pushing downward forced my bladder like it hadn’t ever been forced before.
I used the diaper almost instantly. It was the quickest I had ever used it. I had drunk a bit of water before I had arrived, but no more than usual. All that extra pressure forced the issue though. It also had the side effect of that locked up piece of flesh straining in its cage. I truly longed for edging and denial, then more edging and denial. I felt my hips trying to gyrate but being unable to really go anywhere due to all of the extra restraints. All the while your trance being piped into the headphones I was wearing.
It was the most aroused I have been in close to 6 months, and it all occurred while feeling the pain of the nipple clamps that you had attached and tucked into my bra before I entered the cage. I can only imagine what kind of brain wires would have crossed had you started teasing and denying an orgasm in that state.
I’m not sure how much time passed, but at one point you finally removed the nipple clamps. That once again brought a new sensation of pain which again brought back the arousal. Instead of any past cage session where at one point or another I entered a point of REM relaxation, I was kept fully aware in one way or another using pain and pressure. Once the pain from the removal of the clamps finally began to subside, you removed the bars across my lower body. It was once again just mere minutes that my bladder responded to that change in pressure that I used the diaper again. The response from my body once again was an intense desire to want to be edged and denied. The craving for orgasm caused me to whimper and moan. By the time you decided my time in the cage was done this week, I would have done almost anything to be allowed to make a sissy mess.
Your conditioning is working it seems as I’ve been once again watching manicure how-tos as ordered on YouTube. I’m wondering if you’ll wait until I’m in a subby trance before having me attempt it. I’m hoping that just watching the videos will let me do at least an acceptable job, but I will enjoy knowing I’ll be doing something to pamper you and make you happy.
As always, every week is another baby step. Every week leaves me wanting more. Every baby step makes me long for a giant leap.
