This week's conditioning with the black hood instead of the normal wrapping over the headphones blocked out way more sound. Even though your voice repeating the hypnotic mantra didn’t work, I had to strain to hear anything. The gag and blindfold also let in zero light once sealed inside the hood. The main difference was due to your trance not being forced into the headphones, there was nothing to keep my coming back to reality when I start to doze in the darkness. I was able to enter an REM state and stay there longer, thus making the time in the cage much less torturous. It left me more refreshed than usual. I think I understand why they offer sensory deprivation at day spas. I may actually go try it where they immerse you in water.
It also felt very nice to use the diaper and get to go home not wearing it. I tried to let out moans of pleasure to let you know when I was using it. The feeling of having those cramps all be relieved is such a pleasure that has almost replaced the orgasm feeling as my favorite kind of release…but only almost.
I did totally enjoy the other sensations you exposed me to inside the cage. Being put in nipple clamps while still caged and my senses all but taken away was so amazing. I can’t wait to experience these things when the sound works in the headphones again. I’m also wondering if there are ways to totally immobilize my head and more of my body in that space. You did it once with three extra restraining bars across my chest and torso area. In that state every single touch of your hand feels like pure ecstasy. Every poke and prod feels like a gift from the gods. It all just makes me want to exist forever in chastity…under your thumb.
As usual, the subby feeling lasted until today. I’ll begin craving it again tomorrow, and by Thursday my body and mind will feel like it needs it. As you always say. Our bodies are machines.
I can’t wait for the next time I am permitted to serve in person.
