It was so nice getting to resume my in person training this week. While most of it seemed very much like a review session, I did notice that I was rewarded for using the diaper while in the cage. Being allowed to leave your presence without being diapered and wrapped made the rest of my day much more comfortable. The feeling of releasing like that and then also having an orgasm release in the diaper was an extreme wave of pleasure at the end of my time in your cage.
I did notice that the lap bar wasn’t quite as restraining this time. I was given just a few extra inches of freedom to move and wiggle. I also noticed just one lap bar instead of two or three as well. It’s like you knew the week off may have made me not as able to handle such restriction. I’m not sure if it will be ramped back up, but I entered in and out of an REM state maybe 10-20 times. It induces sub space in the 2-hour spurts that you leave me in that state, but it makes me wonder once again if that limit will begin to be pushed soon or if there is a totally new direction waiting for me. Longer duration? More restrictive bondage? More stimulation of some sort? I can’t wait to find out what your future plans are.
It does leave me craving daily orders from you to fulfill my purpose. Something I’ve noticed you don’t take advantage of. For that I thank you. There are things you could suggest or do at this point that I would probably comply to and you are wise enough to not take advantage of as I would possibly regret those acts. It also makes me want to come back to you in person more and more.
I was also overjoyed when you decided that this time in chastity should be 1 year before release would be allowed. There are days after you induce an orgasm where I wish I had access to that piece of flesh between my legs but can’t. Those days keep that subby feeling at an all-time high, especially when I put on my dressy work uniform thinking I am doing that only because you have ordered it.
I do keep having the recurring dream where you inspect my uniform, decide to remove my tie, and replace it with an over-the-top very femme tie instead before allowing me to leave for work. Sometimes you pin a flower to my vest or add other emasculating things, but I always wake up straining in my cage. It’s like I know you are the one that is inching danielle more and more permanent…and I can’t help but like it, because it makes you happy.
