For the second straight week, I was able to use the diaper to release in your presence. While I didn’t do it while inside the cage this week, I believe that was mostly because of the position my body was in and the way the chastity device was positioned because as soon as I was able to kneel upright, I released. I did it with just one bottle of water instead of the usual two as well.
When you explained how these last two months of this conditioning were all just to train my body and my mind that it is ok to release into the diaper before allowing me to go home undiapered for the first time in awhile, I felt like I had passed a sort of final exam. I was happy I wasn’t going to have to walk and sit in my own mess until the evening hours. I was proud I had pleased you enough to earn that reward. I knew that perhaps even greater things were going to be expected of me soon. My body and mind are now both conditioned to know that it’s ok to release in the cage when you decide to store me in there when I’m not useful to you at that time. When the time comes that I’m permitted to stay with you for longer than just a few hours, you won’t have to worry about my body causing damage to itself because it’s trying to wait on access to a toilet to release.
So today as I continue to rub my still sore left nipple from the time you allowed me to wear your nipple clamps while performing a few tasks, I look forward to future meetings where you will continue to mold me into your perfect sissy. Someone who your neighbors see enter your home dressed professionally, occasionally see doing chores outside in femme clothes that one would wear to garden and leave also dressed as if you have your own very business professional person assistant. Not knowing that in between the times they see me, that I am being used in ways that I once only believed existed in erotica fiction online. I may have started so long ago as a boy with what I thought were unrealistic fantasies, but somehow you have turned those into reality for me. I am danielle. I have no escape from her and I don’t even want to. I have a purpose and fulfilling that purpose gives me so much peace. I truly can’t wait to see what is in store for me next.
