I’ll start with my chastity update this week. It’s now been over a month since my last orgasm and well over a month since I’ve been forced to make a mess. The desire for both is growing, but not at the rate it used to. I have a feeling that is due to the training you have begun with me in the last couple of weeks.
Which brings us to that training….
The conditioning you have begun with me has been proverbially eye-opening. This last week when you once again blacked out my vision was something I was ready for. The other parts of “phase 2” were limit pushing, however. I of course had the anxiousness that came with you ordering me to drink a full liter of water before preparing me for the cage. When you added the headphones to after my vision was taken away and I was put into my collar and cuffs and had be put in a diaper I knew I was in for something intense. You didn’t disappoint.
The sound of your voice repeating my new purpose over the steady rhythmic pulse on a loop started out as comforting. I found after a short time it was going to keep my mind from wondering and prevent me from entering that REM state where I was seeing fun visions the week before. My brain was now occupied by your voice. It couldn’t wonder. Its focus was fixated on what was being for fed through the headphones. I feel like I could tell when I had passed the usual hour, but after that time started to fold and my ability to estimate my time being kept began to fail. I had the feel my body with my own hands to keep myself grounded. I began to think about the water I had been forced to drink and hoped I wouldn’t have to use the diaper you had put on me. All the whole I heard your voice. Over and over. Giving me a new purpose…to keep my Mistress happy.
When the sound turned off in my headphones and I heard you unlock the cage, I had a desire to comply to anything you said with no hesitation. Every touch I received from you felt extra pleasurable. Even the pinching of my nipples felt amazing. I crawled out of the cage a completely different being that the one that went in. I entered as sissy danielle, I felt as if I exited as sissy slave danielle. I felt extra submissive.
When you informed me, it had “only” been 2 hours I was amazed how that kind of conditioning. Now that I know a “phase 3” is waiting for me I can’t even fathom the short- and long-term effects it’s going to have on my mind.
Either way, the changes will bring you pleasure. Since my purpose is to make you happy, I eagerly await more brain conditioning under your thumb.
