Having the corset unlocked and removed this week was without a doubt the biggest feeling of relief my body has ever felt, yet almost the biggest feeling of loss my mind has ever felt. While I’ve enjoyed the night not sleeping with my upper body forced into perfect posture, it has been strange not seeing that shape of an hourglass on my midsection for the first time in quite awhile.
I can also feel things going on inside my body after being constricted for so long. My stomach area suddenly has extra room and I can feel (and hear) those parts rearranging themselves into what they now must think is “extra” room. I’m sticking to the same basic diet I was on while corseted so I don’t suddenly gain any weight as I know that corset still has to be worn while I dress femme and when a vest and tie must start being worn to work. That being said, this is a level of “freedom” I’m enjoying right now.
Of course, the piece of flesh between my legs remains under your lock and key. Now that it is the only prison left on me, I am focused on it more than ever. I thought sleeping without the corset would make things easier, but that unlocking resulted in a night of dreams that left me straining in the cage. It only lasted a night, but I found it interesting that I responded that way.
This week’s meeting definitely had something to do with it. I know it ending abruptly wasn’t your plan, but the way you mentioned the “pink Princess diaper” before locking the cage had my brain racing the whole time I was in there. I know you don’t intend for me to be any kind of adult baby, so I was thinking why I would need something to keep me from making a mess should I need to relieve myself. Is an extended stay in your cage in my future? Is an extended period somewhere else being planned? Every time you’ve forced me to make a mess before you’ve just had me do it right into my panties and panty hose are multiple messes in my future?
My brain still races with these questions as yet another week has come and gone since the last time you’ve forced me to make a mess with the cage on. I’m sure no answer will be given. They will only be shown when I return to you in person.
My purpose is to give my Mistress obedience and pleasure.
