I’m not sure how you do it, but every time I feel like I’ve reached a plateau, you manage to ramp things up even more and remind me that I have so far yet to go.
Every time I am permitted to come serve you in person, I still turn into a ball of nerves when choosing my outfit. Even though dressing 5 days per week has become normal, that one day I know I’m doing it to make sure I reflect well upon you. I never know if I’ll be sent out to run an errand for you or sent to have nails done or such and looking appropriate is always so important to me. That second you take to have me spin in front of you so you can inspect my outfit is possibly my most stressful second of each week. It’s like a huge mental exhale each week when you deem it acceptable, allow me to sit, and we chat like I’m just a normal girl. It doesn’t fully get me into subspace, but it does put me at ease.
This week's time as your plaything was amazing as well. I wasn’t disappointed at all when you told me that you weren’t going to put me in your cage and wait to use me. Although I would have been perfectly happy if you did possibly forget about me in there, getting to be played with right away was a rush. It truly was like going 0-80 in a sports car as opposed to a slow acceleration to 80 in a limousine. The nipple torture this week was out of this world with the chains on the clamps being attached to my other bondage. It made and pulling on the chains 100% my fault. I found myself severely contradicted between staying perfectly still and letting my body move as you stimulated other parts of my body. Every sensation being so pleasurable while simultaneously feeling the pain of the clamps. That second when the clamps come off has almost become my favorite part of each week even though it’s the most painful part. It makes me wonder just what would happen if I was forced to make a mess at that exact second. That extreme pain happening at the same second as that extreme pleasure.
I know we are reaching the end of yet another 30 days. I plan to beg for another 30 before I’ll have to have the corset removed for my baseball season. While my body shape and perfect posture are something I have grown accustomed to, I need that flexibility back in that area of my body. I also can’t wait to see what kind of lasting effects it will have and how fast those effects will self-correct until I can be re-locked into the corset.
Another week under your thumb down, hopefully more to come.
My purpose is to give my Mistress obedience and pleasure.
