After a week off, I was so happy to get to come back to you to serve in person. While I do dress 5 days a week as required when not serving in person, my personal service attire is always a little dressier. It’s the difference between going into the office and working from home. The clothes I wear to see you in person are always a level up from my other femme attire. I wear a bit more make up, and always make sure my hair is femme and on point. That spin I do for you at the beginning of each meeting is always a bit nerve wracking.
Once again you have added a layer to my training as your toy. I’ve noticed each time I’ve served you lately has been adding more and more bondage. What began as wrists attached my collar has evolved into legs strapped down and now heavier chains securing my arms. It makes me wonder what comes next. Is it even possible to top what you did last week?
The nipple torture was escalated as well. While the meeting before focused more on pleasure with the fucking machine pounding my prostate, this time focused more on the pain with only a small bit of contact to my prostate area while you attached the clamps to my captured femme form. Due to the advanced bondage, I had no choice but to just ride the waves of pain the same way I rode the waves of pleasure when you videotaped me experiencing orgasm after orgasm. This time there was no orgasm at all, just edging and pain. The feeling when the clamps came off and you started massaging my nipples was amazing. It hurt, but in an amazingly good way. It left them sore and for the next two days I kept rubbing them to feel just a little bit of that first feeling.
I’ve also reached a point where I think I’ve fully adapted to the corset being a part of me. I almost wonder is removing it at this point would feel like when the clamps come off. I know there is no rush of blood that will come back to that area of my body. I also wonder if when it ever comes off, if the danielle form I’ve taken will now be more permanent. My diet has been adapted, my posture and walk are feminine, my breasts are more noticeable to even me. Being under your thumb has resulted in a transformation I never would have predicted early last year. Almost everything “male” in my life is becoming a memory, not yet distant, but definitely getting there.
My purpose is to give my Mistress obedience and pleasure.
