This week I chose to remain corseted for 90 days. It now feels almost like a second skin, my walk feels like it is now permanently femme, I can definitely tell that my shape looks very female when my now feminine hair style is on point and hanging below my shoulders. I feel my chest being thrust forward and my shoulders forced back. My hips swaying back and forth. My walk-in heels are looking almost perfect. I’m still an inner ball of nerves when going out in any crowded area when dressed, but the few places you’ve sent me that were “safe” were overall positive experiences. On a sissy training level, I feel I’ve reached a comfortable plateau.
On a slave/plaything level I am being pushed again. This past week the way you have begun to play with my senses has been wonderful and torturous at the same time. The feeling of being hooded, gagged, collared, cuffed, and caged almost feels like home to me anymore. It’s almost like that is the state I’m most comfortable in around you. I do enjoy our chats each week where you pick my brain, but that time when I am put in my place is like a warm blanket. I feel safe while knowing that you have something that is going to push me further on the way. This week once again focused on you playing with my breasts. Feeling those clamps go on before applying the vibrator to that area, then adding the weights as you pulled my body to you using all of the different chains you had locked onto my body had me so focused on those sensations that I didn’t even notice that you caused me to make a mess without feeling any orgasm. Of course, this has once again left me with interrupted sleep. Having me wear the silk bra under my support bra only kept me teased while not even realizing that the edging that continues came with no orgasm as a resolution. I love that you’ve left me with a way to stay on edge even when not serving in person, but now I wonder if you are going to make sure that I never get 7 straight night of uninterrupted sleep again until this chastity period is over.
In what is now the majority of the last year under your thumb, I’ve never felt like I’ve been in more of a 24/7 TPE than I do right now.
My purpose is to give my Mistress obedience and pleasure.
