Another week, another lesson in how you have the ability to condition my brain. I never thought nipple torture and nipple play was something I was highly interested in and now you have shown me the way. From the second you put what was then an unknown substance into my bra and stored me in your cage to the time I went to bed on Thursday showed me how torture and pleasure can indeed be the same thing.
Just two weeks prior you had given me a sample with the feeling of nipple clamps for just a minute or two while you teased and denied me release. This time, the feeling of what I now know was two squares of sandpaper affixed over my exposed nipples before being caged with my support bra over the top of those squares caused a constant level of discomfort that had me squirming for, I don’t know how long. It caused me to feel everything that much more. My corset, the chastity device, the collar attached to my wrist cuffs…all of these things going like a well-played torture symphony…. then the real teasing began.
At first, I thought I was going to make a mess right away, but somehow you didn’t allow it to happen despite how much I wanted it to. I thought after 10 minutes, then 20, them maybe 30 that I was just going to be left on that edge yet again after feeling my hips and body involuntarily gyrate and buck. I’m sure if it had been put on video that I looked like I was trying to hump the air. Finally, after using your vibrator intermittently on my chastity device, my nipples with the sandpaper, my neck, and my locked midsection you went full throttle on that piece of flesh that you own.
The mess I made was something even I didn’t expect. It was so large and left me complexly wet for my entire drive home. The orgasm that came with it was huge and now has my brain associating it with all of the feeling that caused it. It now has me craving the feeling of having my nipples tortured and the pain and discomfort I was feeling while it happened. Since it reset my body and I now wake up every few hours, all of my dreams have some sort of fantasy involving clamps being attached to either my corset chain or my collar. Today I even begged you to allow me to put the sandpaper back in. Something I am half regretting yet simultaneously loving knowing that I am to remain in this edging state for the next 4-5 hours.
Once again, just when I thought you had me at a plateau, you’ve shown I have many more steps to go to be your perfect sissy slave.
My purpose is to give my Mistress obedience and pleasure.
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