Sissy Danielle's Chastity w/ Corset: Wk #03 01/08/2023

 

This week's in person meeting came down to a single word.  Reflection.  For the first time ever, after being put in my hood, collar, and gag, the rest of my time with you was spent simply being stored in your cage.  No feeling your touch, no extra bondage, just an undetermined amount of time to reflect on what you had just told me.

This time in chastity the goal is get me actually living as danielle.  Dressing at some point is going to be expected of me when I do my normal errands.  I am going to be presenting as danielle when grocery shopping, when getting my driver's license renewed, when getting my car repaired.  These are things I never considered.  Normally when I dress as required, I stay in my home.  I make dinner, do my chores, do my cleaning all while dressed.  When I go out or go to work, I put on my “boy clothes” so I can fit into what society expects of me.  I don’t want to rock the boat.  I don’t want to trigger a phobic person into doing something.  You have said that I’m going to be learning to get over those fears.

As I laid in that cage, unable to see, speak, or hear anything but the hypnotic noise you fed me, all I could think about was how you would accomplish this goal without actually holding my hand, driving me somewhere when dressed, and literally booting me out of the car in a public place.  I don’t really have a huge desire of risking people I know seeing me as danielle in public around where I live.  Will you be starting this process in Columbus?  The longest I’m ever dressed is 8 hours.  Will you find a way to create a 24- or 48-hour block of time where I don’t have access to anything but danielle’s clothes and body?  We are already getting me kind of used to having danielle’s body “on” all day with the corset training, but how will the clothing be enforced?

Before I knew it, I was being released from my time with you, left to ponder these questions while also having to deal with the outside world again.  Yet another time serving you that left me with more questions than answers.

Chastity of course ensues.  The desire for orgasm has started to hit a little more often.  Usually right after I’ve gotten into my danielle outfit for that day.  I’ll finish dressing and see my outfit in the mirror and just feel so submissive that it will remind me of the cage.  That little reminder then hits and I feel the strain of the cage telling me that the desire is not mine to relieve anymore.  It is totally up to you to decide when that part of my body gets to be reset, which I know will result in a few slightly sleepless nights.  I feel blessed that it’s not up to me.  Otherwise, I would probably never sleep and would probably not remain dressed after relieving the craving.  I’m reminded that everything I do in relation to danielle is because I allowed You to take control of that piece of flesh between my legs.  Before that first time the lock closed all those years ago, I was living a pretty vanilla life.  I had bought a total of one women’s blouse because it turned me on.  Now, most of my wardrobe is feminine.  I wear a corset 24/7.  I put a bra on every morning.  I only orgasm when you say I can and you cause it, and I spend more on makeup than I ever thought I would.

I’m a girl.

My purpose is to give my Mistress obedience and pleasure.