While the locking belt for the corset breaking after just a few days of use was disappointing, maintaining the waist training on my own has started to prove rewarding, I think. I’ve noticed my eating habits going from eating two regular sized meals per day to now grazing on much less filling foods. Since I don’t enjoy feeling full while laced into danielle’s body, just having 3 or 4 small healthy meals per day has kept the corset feeling like a second skin instead of a constrictive device. I still more than enjoy the small periods I am allowed to remove it to shower but sleeping with it on isn’t nearly as obtrusive as it was at the very beginning. My waist is still more than 30inches when it comes off, but I’m almost sure I’m losing weight.
It didn’t take as long for the craving to orgasm to hit me this time. I almost wonder is my body still remembers my almost 9 months in chastity last year. That time wasn’t orgasm free, so it knows that I can still have them. My mind knows that it can only have them if I’ve pleased you in person, so I have of course been anticipating our first meeting since lock up and wondering if I will be permitted to make a little mess in my panties and hose…or if something more devious is planned for my messes going forward so maybe I won’t crave them as much. Not sleeping through the night for a few nights is certainly a deterrent, but I know how long that lasts now. It’s a penance I’ve paid many times and is a torture I know I can endure pretty easily.
Getting back into dressing on Your schedule has probably been the hardest part of being back under your thumb. Going to 5 days per week means I’m professional sissy danielle longer than I’m just in comfortable sweats and things now. I’m still not really wanting to go out in public voluntarily while dressed that way, so once in that attire I am back to just keeping up with household chores, returning emails and correspondence, and just generally trying to become more and more comfortable looking like this again. It does have me looking forward to work every day when I’m out and about and able to be around people. Maybe one day I’ll get to the point where I can be “out” as danielle in my area. I’m not sure how far away I am from that point, but it obviously isn’t any time soon.
My purpose is to give my Mistress obedience and pleasure.
